The Dream
I'm in the lobby of an expensive hotel. What felt like the Hilton. As my friend who was there with me (my old roommate from Austin)went up to the counter to check us in, I began looking around the lobby. There was the cast of a television show there shooting something. They all said hello as I walked past them. I wasn't really excited to see them - just smiled.
Somewhere in the lobby I found a BAD ASS acoustic guitar that was being held for some kind of giveaway related to the television show that was there. Something happened, I looked down and realized I had won. I picked up the guitar and started playing it really well. I was so happy. But there was an emotion that left me feeling like I stole it. Like it didn't belong to me.
When we got to our room, I realized I had left my ipad in the lobby. I had borrowed this ipad from my friend Kate. In a panic I went down to the lobby - still crowded by people and stars and began looking for this ipad. Under tables, under people, in bags, on tables, chairs, etc. There were lots of products that looked like what I was searching for - but not my ipad. As I was crawling along the floor looking for my item I found a ring that belonged to two of the mean girls that were standing over me. The ring was silver and it had one heart on it. Simple and pretty.
I went up to the front counter to see if they had my ipad. They were very rude. Mocking me for some reason. It made me feel unwelcome and below them. I gave them the ring and told them who I thought it belonged to. They stopped mocking me after that.
When I went back to the hotel room, my friend was in the shower. It actually turned out that we were there as a couple. I decided I hadn't brought the ipad with me so there was nothing to keep looking for. But when I went to see my friend in the shower. I noticed there were 3 rooms attached to the side of the bathroom. One leading to another, all kids rooms.
They weren't ours. As I began going in to close all the doors and eventually the one connected to our bathroom I realized there were families in these rooms. I looked at my friend like she was crazy. Once the doors were closed we spent 'time' together.
I was back at a trailer home. It felt like it was my home. My dad was there and several other people. I was mad because he let my sister and her boyfriend drive my car without letting me know. There were trash bags of clothes and junk all over my front porch and in my yard. Later on my cousin, Doug showed up in a jeep (that belongs to my mom in real life) he was just there to say hello. My sister was rude when I confronted her about the car. Like it wasn't that big of a deal. I wanted to punch her, but didn't.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Jennifer Lopez & Real Diamonds
The Dream
Not in any particular order, I was dropped off at a place that felt like a detention center. My Dad dropped my sister and I off. Though I don't remember seeing much of her while we were there. I kept looking for ways to get out and leave. It wasn't a threatening place, I just didn't want to be there. I asked my Dad to pick me up at 7:30 - but when that time came he was no where to be found.
I was in a very large movie theater that looked more like a concert hall. Except there was a film showing on the large screen in front of everyone.
When I walked in I was ducking not to obstruct anyone's view - I was looking for my friends or family. I found them - but can't remember who it was or what they said to me. I didn't stay there long.
I was sitting in a diner with Jennifer Lopez and someone that appeared to be her husband. We were talking. It was almost like they treated me like their charity case. She listened to me talk about something I was concerned about and then gave me some money to replace the fake diamonds in a ring I had with real ones. We had been talking about the ring - I can't remember why or what.
I found my Dad back at home. I said 'I thought you were going to pick us up at 7:30' he laughed and said he just didn't feel like it and then left to go pick up my sister. It was now 8:30.
Interpretation
To dream that you are in detention, suggests that you need to reflect on your negative actions and bad behavior. Learn from your past mistakes.
To dream that you escape from jail or some place of confinement, signifies your need to escape from a restrictive situation or attitude. Alternatively, it suggests that you are refusing to face your problems. You are avoiding the situation, instead of confronting them.
To see your sister in your dream, symbolizes some aspect of your relationship with her, whether it one of sibling rivalry, nurturance, protectiveness, etc. Your sister may draw attention to your family role. Or the dream may also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has characteristics similar to your sister. Alternatively, your sister may be a metaphor for a nun. In this case, she may represent some spiritual issues.
To see your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father and how aspects of his character may be incorporated within yourself.
To dream that you are in a movie theater, indicates that you are attempting to protect yourself from your emotions and/or actions. Viewing them on a movie screen projects them onto another person and thus makes those feelings and actions seem more distant. Your unconscious is trying to protect you from experiencing them directly.
To dream that a diamond is fake, suggests that you are trying to be someone that you are not. Alternatively, the dream may indicate that you that you are living beyond your means.
To see or win money in your dream, indicates that success and prosperity is within your reach. Money represents confidence, self-worth, success, or values. You have much belief in yourself.�Alternatively, dreaming about money, refers to your attitudes about love and matters of the heart. It is a common symbol for sexuality and power. In particular, finding money indicates your quest for love or for power.
To see a celebrity in your dream, represents your beliefs and understanding about him or her. Consider what the celebrity is famous or known for and how you relate to that quality. Something in you waking life has triggered these similar beliefs and feelings. It is not uncommon that your obsession with a certain celebrity may carry over onto your dream world. Celebrities are often seen as heroes and all that is mighty. Also consider any puns within the name.
Not in any particular order, I was dropped off at a place that felt like a detention center. My Dad dropped my sister and I off. Though I don't remember seeing much of her while we were there. I kept looking for ways to get out and leave. It wasn't a threatening place, I just didn't want to be there. I asked my Dad to pick me up at 7:30 - but when that time came he was no where to be found.
I was in a very large movie theater that looked more like a concert hall. Except there was a film showing on the large screen in front of everyone.
When I walked in I was ducking not to obstruct anyone's view - I was looking for my friends or family. I found them - but can't remember who it was or what they said to me. I didn't stay there long.
I was sitting in a diner with Jennifer Lopez and someone that appeared to be her husband. We were talking. It was almost like they treated me like their charity case. She listened to me talk about something I was concerned about and then gave me some money to replace the fake diamonds in a ring I had with real ones. We had been talking about the ring - I can't remember why or what.
I found my Dad back at home. I said 'I thought you were going to pick us up at 7:30' he laughed and said he just didn't feel like it and then left to go pick up my sister. It was now 8:30.
Interpretation
To dream that you are in detention, suggests that you need to reflect on your negative actions and bad behavior. Learn from your past mistakes.
To dream that you escape from jail or some place of confinement, signifies your need to escape from a restrictive situation or attitude. Alternatively, it suggests that you are refusing to face your problems. You are avoiding the situation, instead of confronting them.
To see your sister in your dream, symbolizes some aspect of your relationship with her, whether it one of sibling rivalry, nurturance, protectiveness, etc. Your sister may draw attention to your family role. Or the dream may also serve to remind you that someone in your waking life has characteristics similar to your sister. Alternatively, your sister may be a metaphor for a nun. In this case, she may represent some spiritual issues.
To see your father in your dream, symbolizes authority and protection. It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father and how aspects of his character may be incorporated within yourself.
To dream that you are in a movie theater, indicates that you are attempting to protect yourself from your emotions and/or actions. Viewing them on a movie screen projects them onto another person and thus makes those feelings and actions seem more distant. Your unconscious is trying to protect you from experiencing them directly.
To dream that a diamond is fake, suggests that you are trying to be someone that you are not. Alternatively, the dream may indicate that you that you are living beyond your means.
To see or win money in your dream, indicates that success and prosperity is within your reach. Money represents confidence, self-worth, success, or values. You have much belief in yourself.�Alternatively, dreaming about money, refers to your attitudes about love and matters of the heart. It is a common symbol for sexuality and power. In particular, finding money indicates your quest for love or for power.
To see a celebrity in your dream, represents your beliefs and understanding about him or her. Consider what the celebrity is famous or known for and how you relate to that quality. Something in you waking life has triggered these similar beliefs and feelings. It is not uncommon that your obsession with a certain celebrity may carry over onto your dream world. Celebrities are often seen as heroes and all that is mighty. Also consider any puns within the name.
Monday, January 31, 2011
I Am The Red Puzzle Piece
The Dream
I woke up an hour before my alarm was suppose to go off. It was when I woke up that I realized I had been dreaming. There were people in a house. I was there. We were all blocks, like Jenga pieces that fit together and moved about like a puzzle. The colors of the room were warm, browns, red, almost like looking at an old photograph.
Interpretation
To see or do a jigsaw puzzle in your dream, represents a mental challenge or problem that you need to solve in your waking life. If there are pieces missing in the puzzle, then it suggest that you do not have all the facts needed to make an informed decision.
To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche.
To dream that you are in the living room, represents the image that you portray to others and the way which you go about your life. It is representative of your basic beliefs about yourself and who you are. Alternatively, the living room is indicative of your freedom and space. The living room is a symbolic boundary between your personal self and your public self. Objects that do not belong in the living room denote the various aspects of your life that are invading your personal space.
I woke up an hour before my alarm was suppose to go off. It was when I woke up that I realized I had been dreaming. There were people in a house. I was there. We were all blocks, like Jenga pieces that fit together and moved about like a puzzle. The colors of the room were warm, browns, red, almost like looking at an old photograph.
Interpretation
To see or do a jigsaw puzzle in your dream, represents a mental challenge or problem that you need to solve in your waking life. If there are pieces missing in the puzzle, then it suggest that you do not have all the facts needed to make an informed decision.
To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche.
To dream that you are in the living room, represents the image that you portray to others and the way which you go about your life. It is representative of your basic beliefs about yourself and who you are. Alternatively, the living room is indicative of your freedom and space. The living room is a symbolic boundary between your personal self and your public self. Objects that do not belong in the living room denote the various aspects of your life that are invading your personal space.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
The Interview & The Airport
A large trailer on a lot of land. A familiar place, maybe where Josh and Stevi use to live - just a different trailer. Lots of people, all part of my circle of friends though at the time none of their faces seemed familiar. We were all in a hurry to get to the airport to go to California. I know that I was going to see Caren.
Before we could leave the house, I had to do an interview. There were people from television there to shoot an interview with me, but I was taking so long to get ready. I couldn't decide on anything to wear because I felt like I looked fat in everything.
I finally settled on this adorable 70s shirt. I think I did the interview and then we left for the airport piled in someones SUV. The entire time spent in the SUV felt as though we were all worried. Like we did something wrong or maybe something was going to happen that we were all worried about. I felt like they were my brothers and sisters in a way.
We get to the airport and have to go to security. I remember thinking about having to take off my shoes. I was wearing clogs for some god awful reason. I remember standing at the security mans podium, fiddling with my bag and a bell boy coming to retrieve it from me. He put my bag on his cart, got into a near by elevator, the doors closed and when they opened he walked out. I looked around and we were both on a different floor.
Interpretation
To see a busy airport in your dream, signifies the desire for freedom, high ideals, ambition, and hopes. It is an indication that you are approaching a new departure in your life. Some new idea is taking off or is ready to take off. You may be experiencing a new relationship, new career path or new adventure.
To see a trailer in your dream, suggests that you are feeling overburdened. You are carry more weight on your shoulders than you need to. The dream may also indicate that you are more of a follower than a leader.
To see or carry luggage in your dream, symbolizes the many desires, worries, responsibilities or needs that you are carrying with you and weighing you down. The size or weight of the luggage parallels the demands you are facing. You need to reduce your desires and problems in order to alleviate the pressure you are putting on yourself. Perhaps you feel that you are being held back by past emotions or issues. Alternatively, luggage symbolizes your identity and sense of security.
To dream that you are fat, signifies a fortunate change in your life. You are experiencing abundance in some area of your life. Alternatively, the dream means that you are being overindulgent. You need to learn moderation. A more literal interpretation of this dream is your fears of gaining weight. You have an skewed perception of your own image which may stem from low self-esteem.
To dream of your own weight, represents your self-worth, self-esteem, influence or power of persuasion. It is also indicative of the burdens you carry in life. Alternatively, weight represents your preoccupation with your physical shape and appearance. The dream may also be a pun for "wait".
To dream that you are on TV, suggests that there is something that you want to broadcast to the whole world. You have the desire to express yourself. Alternatively, the dream means that you are trying to take a more objective view on your life issues.
Before we could leave the house, I had to do an interview. There were people from television there to shoot an interview with me, but I was taking so long to get ready. I couldn't decide on anything to wear because I felt like I looked fat in everything.
I finally settled on this adorable 70s shirt. I think I did the interview and then we left for the airport piled in someones SUV. The entire time spent in the SUV felt as though we were all worried. Like we did something wrong or maybe something was going to happen that we were all worried about. I felt like they were my brothers and sisters in a way.
We get to the airport and have to go to security. I remember thinking about having to take off my shoes. I was wearing clogs for some god awful reason. I remember standing at the security mans podium, fiddling with my bag and a bell boy coming to retrieve it from me. He put my bag on his cart, got into a near by elevator, the doors closed and when they opened he walked out. I looked around and we were both on a different floor.
Interpretation
To see a busy airport in your dream, signifies the desire for freedom, high ideals, ambition, and hopes. It is an indication that you are approaching a new departure in your life. Some new idea is taking off or is ready to take off. You may be experiencing a new relationship, new career path or new adventure.
To see a trailer in your dream, suggests that you are feeling overburdened. You are carry more weight on your shoulders than you need to. The dream may also indicate that you are more of a follower than a leader.
To see or carry luggage in your dream, symbolizes the many desires, worries, responsibilities or needs that you are carrying with you and weighing you down. The size or weight of the luggage parallels the demands you are facing. You need to reduce your desires and problems in order to alleviate the pressure you are putting on yourself. Perhaps you feel that you are being held back by past emotions or issues. Alternatively, luggage symbolizes your identity and sense of security.
To dream that you are fat, signifies a fortunate change in your life. You are experiencing abundance in some area of your life. Alternatively, the dream means that you are being overindulgent. You need to learn moderation. A more literal interpretation of this dream is your fears of gaining weight. You have an skewed perception of your own image which may stem from low self-esteem.
To dream of your own weight, represents your self-worth, self-esteem, influence or power of persuasion. It is also indicative of the burdens you carry in life. Alternatively, weight represents your preoccupation with your physical shape and appearance. The dream may also be a pun for "wait".
To dream that you are on TV, suggests that there is something that you want to broadcast to the whole world. You have the desire to express yourself. Alternatively, the dream means that you are trying to take a more objective view on your life issues.
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